Fast in the swirling light
i find comfort in the depth of your eyes
breaking this moment is like destroying
fine china, breaking glass grating on the ears
Loneliness holds me back
from showing you how i really feel
destined to walk this road alone
I cant explain the way you make my heart feel
anxiety, sweaty palms, racing heart
body moves, slow touch, kiss and hug
its like thread slowly being pulled through the
eye of a needle i cant see
blinded by the emotion and
entranced by the movement of your smile
today remains the same, but tomorrow
will fade,knowing you're not here
but like all things natural
my body keeps moving away from you
not understanding the way the make me feel
scares me.
scarred from the inside out I twist and turn
under your watchful eye
i squirm when your hands are close to my heart
i refuse to give into your smile
the look in your eyes
the way your voice sounds in my ears
I am broken, and want to remain as such
there is no forethought only the now
don't try to convince me otherwise
the slow painful memory of you will fade
and I will still be OK
